natrix, but with more plants @natrixnatrix@kith.kitchen

gonna try out dragonscave.space for personal posts, I'm not going to do the move thing this time bc I want to keep this account for food/gardening stuff! but if anyone wants to follow me there it's @natrix@dragonscave.space

ugh so I almost never post about food here anymore and I should probably move to a new instance again

w.e is still lovely and good but i deleted my account there in a fit of being overwhelmed and tired of People Being Shitty On The Internet, which means 1) I feel stupid about it and 2) I can't have my preferred username there now

so idk I guess I'm instance hunting, anyone got any recs

@Sorl I didn't have access to any actual queer spaces at all as a teenager because I was at catholic school in the 90s, but I kinda had a similar thing where a lot of the people I knew back then actually turned out to be queer, but we had to sort of vaguely pretend to be homophobic so nobody would find out

the 90s kinda sucked now I think about it

now my brain isn't feeling quite so "no words, only static" i kind of miss blogging/microblogging

anyway today I made bean's room look all pretty and I'm super proud of myself (the mirror isn't supposed to be there, I will move it)

have been in very no-thoughts-head-empty mode a lot lately

or "thoughts, but not verbal ones"

fuck it's my birthday in 2 weeks?? this snuck up on me unawares and i have once again made zero plans for anything

then again my partners aren't vaxxed yet so it's not like we can have a party or anything anyway

@myconidiosyncrasy every time she starts on that shit it pisses me off so much because like. as a dfab sapphic person i don't REMEMBER asking her cishet ass to save me from the scary transes

update: I feel like I've been run over by a truck made of flu

guess my body is working really hard making all those antibodies!

the centre felt dystopian as hell, but for once, in a not entirely negative way

it was in a hugeass sports arena place that was just entirely divided up into little vaccine stations. there were cheery little signs saying things like "215 steps until your vaccination!" i was given a bright red card with ANAPHYLAXIS on it, because i had a bad reaction to some antibiotics in 2015

but the main point is I'm now semi-vaxxed and have my second shot booked for July!

VACCINE'D

found myself saying “maybe soon we can go on a *real bus*!” to my son

covid sure has changed our expectations of life and ideas of what’s exciting, huh

I'm too used to fedi where 15 interactions is like "damn, that one went kinda viral huh"

can strangers please stop perceiving and/or interacting with me

jesus christ a post I made on twitter got like 2k retweets and now I think I need counselling